Monday, December 14, 2009

Le bump, days off, scared...

Ha, there I go again, laundry list....

So, I said that I was forgetful the other day and didn't snap a shot of my baby bump...but I have one now. I'm going to do a pic from my photoshoot in August for comparison because otherwise I'm not sure you can tell a difference...oh and forgive the fact that I, again, had a pregnancy brain moment and wore a black shirt with my dark shower curtain behind and yada-yada-yada..the photo is just crap to me! :)


I'm not really sure if you can tell a difference...but BELIEVE ME..it's bigger! And I think it's bigger since I took that last shot...but we'll give it another few days before I put up another!
So, tomorrow I have a prenatal appointment...not really sure what they're going to do besides the normal check ups. Sarah is going with me because she wants to hear the heartbeat! :) She's so excited about it...it's funny! Then after that, I have the whole day off of work and Wednesday too!!! You have no idea how excited I am about this!!! Not to mention, I still had one more day to kill before the end of the year so I took the Monday after Christmas off giving me a wonderful, well-deserved 4 day weekend!!! WHEW!
Now, I have to say that my "scared" status is kind of hand in hand with my "excited" state too. Steven is going through that whole interview/testing process to become a corrections officer at the county jail. His test went well a couple weeks back and today he had his phone interview. He called telling me that it went amazing and that he got a 98 on it and they told him he's exactly what they're looking for!!! WONDERFUL! But....I guess I'm scared because we did put a lot on the school job a few months back and it seemed "in the bag"...but wasn't. And now, we're kind of banking on this job working out...but what if it doesn't??? I mean, we won't be worse off than we already are..but I'm so ready for someone to take care of me for once...so help me out...to really get my life in order once again!
I'm so tired of ignoring phone calls, making minimum payments that don't even take care of the interest, of stressing myself out and losing sleep...I'm just tired...
But anywho...I'll see ya back here in a couple days!

3 comments:

Apryl said...

Aww you are so cute!

Erica said...

I can see Le Bump :)

Ive been in your shoes...waiting for hubby to get the job you want him to have and that he wants.....well, a job that would really help out. It will happen in its own time, but it will happen. Hang in there!

Good luck with your appointment today! Oh and enjoy your days off!

Jackie said...

Good luck on the job! I know how you feel with the phone calls and everything, it really sucks. But don't worry, it's not forever!