Friday, May 7, 2010

Strength..where are you???

"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the ONLY choice you have." ~Unknown

I'm not even sure where to start in my thought process. All I know is that I'm tired of being kicked over and over and over again when things seem to be settling in for us...

Steven was in the perfect position...helping troubled youth deal with life...

He is fit for that type of work...

His heart is huge...his experience is personal...his words are grounded and understanding...

But for some reason, Steven's boss's boss called yesterday saying that something came up, the state sent a 4-page letter, and he has to let him go. **insert shocked face**

This coming not even 24 hours after his fellow employees praised him for his help at the facility and with the kids...

Well, turns out, there's a possibility that it might not even be Steven!!!! **insert another shocked face** The boss said there's some discrepansies that don't make sense...and they have to look into it...

Well, about a year and a half ago, his identity in California was stolen. It was HELL trying to get his license reinstated for Colorado because there was someone using his name and what not...WELL, we're hoping (crossing fingers) that this is the problem now. That they've uncovered stuff from that guy's past and not his...

Honestly, for the life of us, we can't think of anything vital that would cause them to just stop his employment...

All I can say now is that I'm hoping. And I'm trying to be the strength of both myself and Steven right now..not to mention hang onto this baby without stress so that she can peacefully come out when she's ready (hoping that's soon...)

Strength...please don't let me down...we need you...

1 comment:

Computergirl said...

Aw thinking and praying for ya from across the pond. Hope you get a break soon. Sounds lik you need it. xx