Thursday, April 16, 2009

One of those days...

You know when there's those days that you just want to scream and tell everyone to F*** OFF! Well...it's one of them today! I tried my best to keep a happy disposition for the morning..and did so successfully. But when I went home at lunch, Steven was immediately a jerk (he apologized for it) and turned my happy mood into a horrible one.

I'm now just feeling down and don't want to be here...Steven brought me food but I really really don't want to eat...

It's times like these that keep my eating disorder alive... I'm not sure why I let my mood dictate so much... I just can't help it...

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