Growing...

Steven weighed Marlee via holding her...

Shes a cuddly 13.5lbs at 12 weeks old!

I just love her!

Mommy and Me

This past weekend we had some more fun in the park while watching Daddy play softball! Marlee's Godmother Lori spent the day with us! (hence why I finally have Mommy and Me pictures)



All smiles...


I love Lori's face in this one...too funny!



MUAH!

The best!!! She's my favorite! (note her obsession with grabbing things now...like the bottom of her dress)

Those hands are the MOST interesting thing these days!

Softball must be pretty interesting...plus, she's getting so good at sitting up!

Yep, there's Daddy being his silly self. If you look closely you'll see how torn up his knee is!

Who can resist toes in the grass!

What is it about Tuesday's?!

Soooo...check in...umm...seriously, didn't lose an ounce! Ha...I guess that's good, cause I haven't really been trying. (I know, shame on me). I don't have my measuring tape on me, so I can't check to see if my body is rearranging itself...so sorry...but at least I'm still stuck at 193.6...

Despite all the terrible things that can happen one week from now, I'm in a GREAT mood!

I didn't sleep extra long...

I didn't lose any weight...

I didn't even do 10 pushups or anything to boost my mood!

I think I'm just doing dandy with life right now. With not knowing where I'll be in 2 weeks time...not knowing how I'll be surviving with another adult in our tiny little house...I guess I'm living by this quote:

"Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but doesn't get you anywhere." - Anon.

I wish I had a great picture to post now...but I forgot my stinking memory card! Figures! I have some awesome ones of myself and Marlee that Lori took this weekend! I can't wait to share Mommy and Me pictures for once! I guess it's going to have to wait yet another day! Sorry!

Screw Friday the 13th!!!

Today was bad-luck day!!! I think we're going to be superstitous about Friday the 20th's now!!

It started off with a car wreck...

Nothing really terrible, but it's still never a good thing!

Steven was backed into by a kid who didn't bother to look in his rearview mirrors (he admitted that to the cops) and so his hitch smashed in our driver's side headlight and bent the hood. It would have been way worse had Steven not been paying attention and was trying to reverse himself!

Then, as he was heading home, I was getting everything ready and noticed a bunch of water on the counter by our microwave...turns out, the air conditioner is leaking all over inside the house now! So, I switched it off and cleaned up.

Luckily, the kid who hit Steven has insurance...
And my dad is currently installing an even better air conditioner as I write!

So, bad...but good...

Park Day

This was last weekend (I know I'm behind), but we spent about an hour at the park enjoying some Subway and the sunshine. Here's a few pics from that:


Yes, he's a grown man...just silly!


Our dear friend Sarah and her big, beautiful smile!



One of very few pictures of Marlee and I together. I love my little chunk!

She was sitting on Sarah's legs enjoying the sunshine!

My handsome Steven...**swoon**

Happier..I promise!

This morning I drug myself to my alcohol therapy class (yes, still doing them for my DUI almost 2 years ago) and I wasn't really looking forward to really being awake just yet after yesterday. But we started talking...and we wrote timelines. Above the line is positive things, below negative things. I was amazed to see that I could only think of 2 negative things to put on my timeline. 1. Divorce 2. DUI.

This all kind of slapped me in the face. I worry, fret, stress over everything, but in all reality, my life is pretty stinkin' good! Thankfully, this lifted my spirits!

Another happy thing, I stepped on the scale this morning before my shower thinking that maybe I'd lost a few ounces and I won't be freaking out as much! Well, I lost that stupid extra 3lbs that scared me yesterday! Thank goodness! Not to mention, I was down 4ounces from last weeks weight...must have been retaining some silly water!

Soooo 193.2...not what I want it to be...but its going to all change in the next couple weeks! I have to get some motivation so that I can keep up with Steven and Keque once he's here!

And just because I've been super lacking...here's some pictures for your visual pleasure:

She's kind of goofy in this little play mat! I love watching her in the distorted, cheap mirror!

Milky white skin...but it's just soooo stinkin' cute over that pudgy, boob belly! :)

And who can resist a dimply little butt! (She's going to kill me in about 16 years!)

Another wasted Tuesday...

So, I should be sharing happy weight-loss news...but I'm not...again...

I think it's stress...

But I'm up another 3lbs...

Damnit...